TAROT QUESTION #5: Why does my skin crawl with wonder and fascination as such important relationships in my life are connected by the eyes?

October 24, 2019 by Ben Miller in Tarot

For this series of writings, I asked people online to send me a question for the tarot and then choose a number from 0 to 21.

QUESTION

Why does my skin crawl with wonder and fascination as such important relationships in my life are connected by the eyes (i.e. visual impairment, one eye, no vision, etc.)?

CARD CHOSEN

14: Temperance

RESPONSE

Every experience and relationship we have affects how we perceive and experience life. You chose card 14, which is Temperance. You’re asking why your recent relationships with people who have visual impairment have led you to perceive more wonder. I’m going to imagine that the woman in Temperance is answering your question.

Card 14: Temperance, from the Marseilles Tarot. — Card 14: *Temperance*, from the Marseilles Tarot.

“I’ve given you these relationships and interactions because your subconscious, your deeper self, or your inner teacher (or whatever other name you want to give to your internal guidance system), requested them. You’re having experiences with people who see life differently (due to visual impairment) who are then leading you to perceive life differently, with more wonder and fascination.

As to why these specific people have influenced you this way, I don’t know. What I do know, is that you wouldn’t be finding more wonder and fascination in life if you weren’t ready for it. Wonder is always present but us humans have a tendency to accumulate tension, pains, and disturbances that occlude our awareness of life’s intrinsic wonder. Since you are re-discovering or uncovering the “oooooo” and “ahhh” in life, you must have cleared away some of your perceptual blinders.

Sort of like if your car’s windshield is covered in dirt, you’re only going to see mess and obscurity everywhere you go. You’ll have a hard time getting around. But if you clean the window, holy cow! There are shapes! People! Colors are brighter! There’s sunshine and shadows! In other words, your mind and your perception are shedding unneeded limitations and expanding.

You are experiencing more wonder because you are more open to life and to yourself. Because you are more open, life flows more harmoniously, just like the water flowing so gracefully between the jars in my hands.”

To see what the golden eyes of the woman in Temperance are gazing at, I drew another card and placed it to her left. This second card was 7: The Chariot. In The Chariot, there’s a young man caught in a state of pause, possibly a state of inner conflict. He’s caught between the opposing emotions displayed on the faces on his shoulders. His chariot is stuck as its horses pull in two different directions. It seems there is some indecision or tension here.

What does the angel of Temperance say about this?

“So you’ve been swimming in the lovely waters of wonder lately. This is great! But what about when life isn’t all honky-dory and there’s an existential fan that is spraying shit all over your sentient windshield of awareness? What about the tough and ugly moments of life? What about pain?

Card 7: The Chariot, from the Marseilles Tarot. — Card 7: *The Chariot*, from the Marseilles Tarot.

If I want to support and even increase the harmony in my life, it means I’ve got to be open to life and its flow. Being open to life includes all of life. It’s easy to be open to flowers, love, orgasms, delicious dinners, and wonder. It’s much harder to be open to pain and hardship. If I resist or avoid pain when it arises, I’m actually going to perpetuate and exacerbate it. Maybe I don’t like the way that life is flowing in a given moment. It might be hard to observe it and ride it out, but if I fight it I’m going to create even more friction for myself. In those moments, I can swim upstream and amplify the difficulty. Or I can choose to surrender to the turbulent waters, and notice what they bring up within me. This will make it much easier to ride the waves and possibly steer away from jagged rocks and additional obstacles.

Surrendering to disturbing energy might seem counterintuitive, but surrendering to it allows us to see it. The more we see and observe pain when it arises inside of us, the more we can learn from it. That pain is energy that has been buried, repressed, or fought with within us. It needs to come up! It needs to move! It needs to breathe! Surrender allows the stagnant, festering energy to move. When the energy moves, it shifts. It begins to change. Surrendering to disharmony eventually creates more harmony.

If you listen to pain long enough, it begins to teach you. It gradually shows what is causing the disharmony to begin with. And if you’re aware of the cause, you can begin to curb it, maybe even let go of it. Doing this brings more harmony and less disturbance into your life. The more in harmony we are with life, the more wonder, fascination, laughter, and love we will find.

On some level, you probably already know this. You’ve already been practicing this, which is why you’ve been experiencing more awe.

All of these words are an extended way of saying, ‘Go with the flow, be open to the flow, and consciously notice the qualities of the flow as you go.’”

On my blog, you can find more writings on art and alchemical thinking, interviews about creativity, psychologically-oriented reflections on tarot, and more. You can check out past posts in the categorized list below.

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- Oct 24, 2019 TAROT QUESTION #5: Why does my skin crawl with wonder and fascination as such important relationships in my life are connected by the eyes?
- Oct 11, 2019 TAROT QUESTION #4: How long will it be until I have a new job?
- Sep 25, 2019 TAROT QUESTION #3: Why can't I find more hours in a day?
- Sep 3, 2019 TAROT QUESTION #2: Do abusers know they're being abusive, or is that just their sense of reality?
- Aug 25, 2019 TAROT QUESTION #1: Why is the Present Moment So Much All the Time?
- Aug 18, 2019 Today's Tarot: Shifting Pain by Surrendering to It
- Aug 13, 2019 Today's Tarot: The Golden Devils Inside You
- Aug 12, 2019 Today's Tarot: The Moon of Self-Loathing
- Jun 27, 2019 Today's Tarot: Snot, Beauty, and Tea for Pain
- Feb 28, 2018 Today's Tarot: The World is in the Seed
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TAROT QUESTION #4: How long will it be until I have a new job?

October 11, 2019 by Ben Miller in Tarot

For this series of writings, I asked people online to send me a question for the tarot and then choose a number from 0 to 21.

QUESTION

How long will it be until I have a new job?

CARD CHOSEN

17: The Star

RESPONSE

For your question, you chose card 17, which is The Star. You are asking about getting a new job and here, in this card, there is a woman who is appears to be totally unconcerned with employment. Maybe she has a day job, but in the scene depicted, it’s not a priority in her mind. What is her deepest, most heartfelt priority? What is the focus of her inner self? What does she value in herself and in her life? These are the things she is concerned with.

She’s taken off all of her clothes, knelt by the river, and is assisting the flow of liquids between the jars in her hands. The liquids she is balancing and supporting could be her emotions, or it could be demonstrating how she responds to the flow of life as it comes to her and passes through her. To learn what this has to do with your question, I’ll have an imaginary conversation with her, putting myself in the position of asking the question you’ve given.

Ben: How long will it be until I have a new job?

Star Woman: That’s not something you will know until it happens.

B: That kind of seems like a cop-out answer.

SW: I know. I get it. You’re feeling impatient. Maybe you’re not satisfied with your current job or jobs you’ve had in the past. Maybe you’re anxious about whether or not the next job will be good for you.

B: A little bit of all of that, yes.

SW: Each job you have is the world’s response to your current state. The world sees you and says, “Oh. This is where she’s at. These are the qualities she’s grown inside of herself. We’ll give her this new situation (a job, a relationship, a life event, etc.) to match her current state.”

Life sees a horse racer and gives them a horse. Life sees a person who doesn’t want to do much, or doesn’t believe they are capable of much, and it gives them a situation to reflect that belief. Life sees a person subconsciously looking for egoic victory over others and gives them ample doses of arguments and confrontations. Life sees a person who has nurtured a sense of love and appreciation in their heart and gives them experiences that reflect that. These are examples.

B: That makes sense, but how does it relate to my current desire for a new job?

SW: What do you want in a job? [You, the reader, can take a moment to answer this for yourself if you like.]

B: I want work with a purpose that I can get on board with. I want to do work that makes me feel like I have a useful purpose in this world. I want a job that makes use of my unique qualities and sensibilities. I want a job that my mind and heart eagerly say “YES” to. I want a job that is fun, inspiring, and lights me up.

I want these things in my work and in my life, but part of me thinks it’s not likely.

SW: Okay. There’s two key things there that I want to touch on.

One, you want work that is fun, inspiring, and lights you up.

Two, part of you thinks that isn’t possible for you.

Let’s look at each of these thoughts.

The jobs you find (both now and later) will be a reflection of the seeds you’ve tended to in yourself. If you want to have a job that is fun, inspiring, and lights you up, then you first have to tend to those seeds of wonder and joy in yourself. In some ways, you probably already have. The more you nurture and explore what is naturally fulfilling to you, the more that energy will grow and ripple out into your daily life.

Do you see what I’m doing in my card’s image?

B: You mean kneeling naked and supporting the flow of multi-colored waters between yourself and the river?

SW: Yes, that. I’m doing this because it’s what is naturally fulfilling to me. I’m naked because I am letting myself be myself. I am recognizing who I am. I notice what my heart leads me to do or focus on in life and I try to water those seeds as best I can.

Those seeds of purpose and fulfillment are different for each person. It can be inner qualities to develop, fertilize, and blossom. It can be experiential qualities like love, humor, playfulness, patience, or whatever it is we want to grow within ourselves. The seeds can also be avenues of exploration in the outer world. Learning about a topic we gravitate toward. Taking a class in something that makes us curious. Connecting with people or a community that revolves around a certain practice (yoga, ecology, salsa dance, biking, social justice, or anything else).

Every person has their own unique allotment of seeds in themselves and in life. When those seeds are seen and tended to, they expand, grow, and blossom. Whatever we do gains momentum. It snowballs. The more we tend to those seeds, the more “the world” sees our growth and gives us experiences (including jobs) that reflect that.

B: How do I know what my seeds are?

SW: When you’re doing something that resonates with your naturally fulfilling proclivities, you’ll know it because it feels good to do it. It’s those moments when you feel open, light, zesty, curious, playful, inspired, hopeful, or purposeful. There can also be fear, discomfort, and hesitation if it’s something unfamiliar or beyond your current comfort zone, but despite that discomfort, there’s something that leaves you wanting more.

B: And what about the other thing? I’d love to have a fulfilling job and life, but there’s a voice in me that says, “You can’t have that.”

SW: Explore that. What else does that voice say? “You can’t have ____ because…” [You, the reader, can contemplate your own answer to this. Let yourself write about it for a few minutes.]

B: That voice wants me to believe that, “You can’t have a purposeful, inspiring, and meaningful job because you don’t deserve it. You’re not good enough. You’re not skilled enough. You don’t know enough. You’re not needed. You’re not useful. You’re underqualified. The jobs you want are already taken by people who are better than you. It’s not gonna happen for you so don’t even try.”

SW: That’s great that you’ve articulated that voice of doubt! That voice might sound dark and disheartening, but it’s not the voice of truth, even if it seems utterly real and convincing. Even if your past experiences seem to support what that voice says. That voice’s beliefs stem from one core belief: The belief of low self-worth.

This belief, which has subconscious roots, convinces you that certain possibilities are simply not available to you. Since you don’t believe these things (a job, a relationship, etc.) are possible for you, you will unconsciously shape your reality to support this belief of low self-worth.

B: Alright… But what can I do about that?

SW: Shifting subconscious beliefs can be challenging. Since the beliefs are in the subconscious, they have to be accessed, acknowledged, and then adjusted over time in order to make a change. There are tools for this. There’s meditation and therapy. The writer of these words would also suggest checking out the online courses of Lacy Philips on www.tobemagnetic.com.

But another thing you can do if you don’t think something is possible for you is to show yourself that it’s possible by doing it. Say you have always believed you could never dance the tango. You believe, “Others can, but I can’t.” After years and years of repressed frustration, you still have a big desire to dance the tango so you say, fuck it, and start taking lessons. It feels awkward at first, but you persist. You keep watering that seed. It gradually becomes a bigger and bigger part of yourself and your life.

B: Okay. But back to my original question. When will I get a new job?!

SW: We can’t predict the future, but we can influence what happens in the future by choosing what we do in the present. When the new job comes (the next job as well as the other new jobs further along in your future), it will be a reflection of:

1) Your subconscious beliefs. “What are my limiting beliefs? What do I believe is not possible for me? Why don’t I think it’s possible for me?

If I turn that belief on its head and pretend it’s not true, what would its inverse be? What do I want to be possible for me? Why is it possible for me? How could it be possible for me? I don’t need to worry about believing it’s true (even though it very well could be). I can go at it from a stance of imagining it’s true, a stance of ‘What if?’ I can let my mind start to open up to that.”

2) The seeds you’ve tended to in yourself and in your life. “What do I want more of in my life? What qualities do I want to grow within myself? What curiosities and avenues do I feel led to explore and learn about? If I don’t have a specific idea of what I want, that’s okay. It doesn’t have to be anything like, ‘I know beyond any shadow of a doubt that I want THIS and it is my DESTINY and I want it FOREVER!’ It’s okay if there’s doubt and uncertainty. What’s important is that I start to explore anything that activates some sense of curiosity or wonder for me. Through the exploration of these avenues, I’ll probably find some things that I realize are not for me. When I have these experiences, I could think, ‘Why bother?’ and give up. On the other hand, if I keep looking, I will eventually find the morsels of life that really resonate with me. The more I follow these threads and incorporate them into my life, my mind, and my heart, the more my experiences will reflect them.”

If you want a job that feels great for you--rather than any old 9-to-5 that pays the bills but rings hollow to your core--these are two things you can work with in order to steer your life and work in the direction of what lights you up.

B: [Promptly removes all clothes, gathers two jars, and gallops down to the nearest river.]

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- Oct 24, 2019 TAROT QUESTION #5: Why does my skin crawl with wonder and fascination as such important relationships in my life are connected by the eyes?
- Oct 11, 2019 TAROT QUESTION #4: How long will it be until I have a new job?
- Sep 25, 2019 TAROT QUESTION #3: Why can't I find more hours in a day?
- Sep 3, 2019 TAROT QUESTION #2: Do abusers know they're being abusive, or is that just their sense of reality?
- Aug 25, 2019 TAROT QUESTION #1: Why is the Present Moment So Much All the Time?
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- Aug 13, 2019 Today's Tarot: The Golden Devils Inside You
- Aug 12, 2019 Today's Tarot: The Moon of Self-Loathing
- Jun 27, 2019 Today's Tarot: Snot, Beauty, and Tea for Pain
- Feb 28, 2018 Today's Tarot: The World is in the Seed
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TAROT QUESTION #3: Why can't I find more hours in a day?

September 25, 2019 by Ben Miller in Tarot

For this series of writings, I asked people online to send me a question for the tarot and then choose a number from 0 to 21.

QUESTION

“Why can’t I find more hours in a day?”

CARD CHOSEN

19: The Sun

ADDITIONAL CARD DRAWN BY ME TO DISCERN WHAT IS UNDER THE SURFACE OF THE QUESTION

17: The Star

RESPONSE

I am not initially sure how card 19: The Sun relates to your question, so I’ll start writing spontaneously about the card and we’ll see what comes.

There’s two children at the base of the card. The one on the left is timidly walking in the direction of inspiration, he’s moving toward the avenues of life that light him up and nourish him. He knows he wants to go that way and sip on that light, but he’s hesitant. There is some caution in his eyes.

Why? Why does he fear the light? Why does he hesitate to do the things that fill his heart? [These are questions that you, the querant, can ask yourself in thought or in writing if you feel so inclined. Take a moment with them.]

In this moment, it looks like the sun above is assuming the role of a stern authority figure. The precocious boy hesitates to acknowledge and follow his own inner sense of authority because the oppressive sun is imposing its authority upon the poor lad.

On the right, there is another boy, an emissary visiting from that aforementioned paradigm in which folks are allowing them to do the things that light up their souls, rather than following the voice of “should” and “should not”. This emissarial visitor comes from a place whose inhabitants are relieved of the pressure to “be a good boy/girl”. They are relieved of this pressure because they are in touch with their own intrinsic goodness, their heart, their light. They tend to that force within themselves and it naturally ripples out into their lives and relations. This friendly ambassador understands the fear of the hesitant traveler. He understands the fear, yet he also knows the sheer joy of immersing oneself in those pursuits that create true joy.

In addition to the card you chose, I drew another card to contemplate what might be beneath the surface of your question. The card I randomly drew was 17: The Star.

What might this suggest? To me, it is an encouragement to remember that you are a star. I have to admit that it feels so cliche to say this. But why? Why does part of me cringe with corny-ness to say that I am a star, that you are a star, and that everyone is a star? Possibly because culture seems to teach us all to devalue our own light. This diminishes our faith in ourselves and leads us to unconsciously follow the perceived light of others’ expectations rather than honoring and feeding our own.

The woman in the star card is tending to herself, and doing that which feels most natural and integral to her being. Because of this, she also has more to give to those around her. She’s nourished herself so she has more energy to share with others.

Back to your question. You asked, “Why can’t I find more hours in a day?”

Of course, there’s only 24 hours in a day. We can’t get more than that. Unless you have some quantum secrets of time-space manipulation that I’m not aware of. In which case, please share them with me.

We can’t get more than 24, but we can reexamine what we are doing with those hours. Am I using any of my time to do things that I don’t have any real desire to do? Spending them to fulfill obligations that I feel I can’t escape? Why do I think I have to do these things? Is there any way I could lessen the time and energy I put into them? Is there any way I can gradually withdraw my time and energy from those tasks and trickle it into those pursuits that light me up? [More questions you, the reader, can munch on yourself, if you like.]

Doing things we don’t want to do does seem to be a part of life. And maybe some of those unwanted tasks provide some benefit (i.e. working to put food on the table, being happy because something we do gives happiness to someone we love, wisdom gained from obstacles, etc.). But maybe we can balance those tasks by reassessing how we decide to use our time and guessing what might be unconsciously motivating those decisions?

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- Jul 2, 2018 About the Folks Who Think You Stink (Notes on Performance and Life)
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- Dec 1, 2017 Why the Tutu?
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- Apr 23, 2018 Interview: Yogi Ron Katwijk
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- May 18, 2023 Magick is a Sentient Entity: Using the Imagination to Co-Create with Magick
- Dec 4, 2020 The Healing Voice: Wounds, Addiction, and Purgation
- Aug 5, 2019 Celebrating Your Misery
- Jun 21, 2019 White Peacocks, Constipation, and Emotional Liberation
- Aug 23, 2018 Melting a Snowball of Misery
- Jul 2, 2018 About the Folks Who Think You Stink (Notes on Performance and Life)
- Jun 22, 2018 The Freedom and Fear of Being Yourself (Notes on Performance and Life)
- Apr 16, 2018 Questions for Limitations
- Apr 3, 2018 Public Alchemy: Notes on Street Performance
- Jan 5, 2018 Chaos' Playground: Finding Gold in the Shitstorm
- Dec 1, 2017 Why the Tutu?
- Sep 14, 2017 Art is a Portal
- Aug 7, 2017 Three Reasons to Destroy Yourself (Or Not)
- Jul 6, 2017 Nerves and Tutus
- Feb 19, 2017 Why Does Heartache Happen?
- Jan 15, 2017 Following Fear
- Dec 28, 2016 How to Make Magical Oranges
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- Oct 24, 2019 TAROT QUESTION #5: Why does my skin crawl with wonder and fascination as such important relationships in my life are connected by the eyes?
- Oct 11, 2019 TAROT QUESTION #4: How long will it be until I have a new job?
- Sep 25, 2019 TAROT QUESTION #3: Why can't I find more hours in a day?
- Sep 3, 2019 TAROT QUESTION #2: Do abusers know they're being abusive, or is that just their sense of reality?
- Aug 25, 2019 TAROT QUESTION #1: Why is the Present Moment So Much All the Time?
- Aug 18, 2019 Today's Tarot: Shifting Pain by Surrendering to It
- Aug 13, 2019 Today's Tarot: The Golden Devils Inside You
- Aug 12, 2019 Today's Tarot: The Moon of Self-Loathing
- Jun 27, 2019 Today's Tarot: Snot, Beauty, and Tea for Pain
- Feb 28, 2018 Today's Tarot: The World is in the Seed
- Aug 26, 2017 Tarot as a Tool for Reality Construction